i can’t go back now, i can’t forget all this. I’m different now than i was, i have pride and respect for myself and others. you taught me how to be kind, how to laugh and be happy again. i never want to go back to the old me and I’m so petrified that one day this will end and i will end up the bitter and resentful person that i left behind when i met you. could you just love me forever? is that possible at all?